nothing and everything makes sense

a tree to climb
a smile to give
a heart to melt
a life to live

a word to say
a kite to fly
a hand to hold
a step to try

an ocean to swim
a cave to find
a place to remember
a soul to bind

a song to sing
a book to read
a ship to sail
a person in need

sing song sang sing, la la la

the truth

if only you knew it's not about you.
it's about how i can't breathe.
it's about how i've lost the ability to hope.
it's about how i don't know how to explain myself.
you think it's about you. it's not.
it's about how words don't do enough.
it's about how i don't even understand.
it's about how i'm already on the ground, beaten.
help me forget that it's not about anyone..

..but You.

hope come, fill my heart and free me from this.

more

there's more. more to this, more than this.
neutrality. it's what it is.
as for me, i need to look forward.
everything is more important than this.
neutrality. it's not enough.

learning......&burning.

learning.
learning that not everything has to go my way,
learning that i don't necessarily need you,
learning that figuring out who i am is far more important,
learning that i can't trust many,
learning that my emotions and my heart are more fragile than i thought,
learning that taking it slow is worth it,
learning that laughing really makes things better,
learning that love, real love, can make this all better.

it's the hardest when being burned left and right is the best way to learn something new, but i've never been one to listen right away. i'm happy, i'm sad. i'm hopeful, i'm disappointed. i'm filled, i'm emptied. and i'm loved.